I've fallen off again
Published: 25 Mar 2017
I know I have a problem my best friend knows I have a problem but instead of talking to them about how I'm feeling about stuff I just dropped £100 online. As usual it started with £10 or £20 losing, breaking even, going to take my money out and changing my mind and falling down the damned rabbit hole again. It's not the worst I have ever done but I hate myself for falling back into it again I'm just glad I broke free before everything went in like last time.